Sabtu, 26 Maret 2011

True feelings stumbling down

"I love you” means that I accept you for the person that you are and I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you even when you’re in a bad mood, or too tired to do the things I want to do. It means loving you when you’re down, not just when you’re fun to be with. “I love you” means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and I love you enough not to let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping you feel the same way for me. and i dont think you'd even cared, today.

1 Corinthians 13:4-7

4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Jumat, 18 Maret 2011

Even Pictures Knew

Been No Where

It's been sadly 96 hours since the day you went away. When i get bored, i usually go on DVDs. For like 3 or 4 of them. I go online, i post something on blogs, view your accounts. Stare at the pictures of yours, and start to cry you a river. The awkward moment was when i turned the TV on and it was your song on it, i sit and stared for a while until the song ended. then i turned another music channel, it was yours again. i'm like crap! i didn't deny those songs, i listened and started to sing out loud. Then i locked my self down, laying down in bed wearing your jacket on, stared at the pictures of us, then i smiled. I been calling your name for like thousand times a day. and you weren't there in a blink. I know we're now separated miles away. the moment i normally do when you're gone is wait for you to get back. I miss you much i cant lie. Please come home soon. I fulfilled my promises though, i go no where when you're not around. I eat my meals on a particular time. Before i go to sleep, i put your name on my prayers. Please be good. I love you.

mood: extremely-down-in-level
recent iTunes : Right Now(Na Na Na) - Asking Alexandria :(

Lesson Learened ~!@#%$

Lost your pen, no pen

No pen, no notes

No notes, no study

no study, fail

fail, no diploma

no diploma, no work

no work, no money

no money, no food

no food, you get skinny

skinny, then you get ugly

ugly, no lover

no lover, no marriage

no marriage, no children

no children, alone

alone, depression

depression, sickness

sickness, death


Don’t lose your pen.

have a great day,

Kamis, 17 Maret 2011

Kronis Tingkat Tinggi

Aku kangen banget Gab, tolong......

Let's take a closer look


Jumat, 11 Maret 2011


Honestly, are you in love right now?
Absogoddamnlutely yes

Honestly, what color is your underwear?

Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?
thinking where on earth is my baby errrgh

Honestly, what are you doing right now?
wait for a text while eating my bueno(s)

Honestly, what did you do today?
slept , school, went on tumblr, been called , and here i am.

Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
indeed loljk

Honestly, have you done something bad today?
no. yes. i didnt remember.

Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?
uh-huh. any problem with that?

Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?

Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
Gabriel, Friends, Family, Vacations, Take pictures, Being seduced ;p , happy people, reciving texts, dvds.

Honestly, do you bite your nails?
yes i bite, look i've warned you

Honestly, what is your mood right now?

Honestly, who do you want to see at this very moment?
Gabriel and Gramma

Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
nope. all my secrets have revealed.

Honestly, do you hate someone right now?
hate is a strong word. no i dont.

Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now?
You, oh my god.

Honestly, do your wrists hurt?
from silly bands.

Honestly, are you in denial?

Honestly, wouldn’t you rather be having sex right now?
i’ll pass.

Honestly, is it easier to talk on Myspace than in person?
myspace? who has that anymore ? duh!

Honestly, does anyone like you?

Honestly, did you answer all of them honestly?
Honestly, Yes i did

Kamis, 10 Maret 2011


Next tuesday night, i'll stay home and miss you more than you'll ever know



Look at this. CONCENTRATE. What/Who do you see?

Heart Skip A Beat

Look at the way he looks at her!

I usually wouldn’t go on a blog with Justin Bieber, but I had to this time. I truely love the way he looks at her, as I’m sure many other people do. It’s a look that shows adoring love. He admires her, you can tell. And at the same time, he respects her. This, right here, is how every guy should look at the girl they love. I don’t love this photo because of who’s in it though. I love it because despite the fact that this boy and girl are insanely famous, they still love eachother in a way that any ”typical” kid can experience. That’s the best thing about the world, you don’t have to be anything to feel true love from a significant other. You can be anything just to find someone. And that’s what this picture shows. No matter who you are in this world, it doesn’t change your ability to love.